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so... once again I am back on LJ.... going to make an effort to update it more now. for now it will just be getting used to how much this site has changed in the past year. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2008|02:59 pm] |
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so this is going to be a quick note. I am back at work and I now have to have the screw removed from my foot, but I will write more about that later.
I didnt go to work today called in with a major migraine.
Last nite while I was out and about for the first time in a long time I found out that my furry companion died last night before I got off of work. She had been sick for a few weeks and I was told that she had a kitty cold .... and like a human cold just needed to let it run its course. However Vets are at a disavantage..... a cat cant say oh well I have also been hurting here..... oh well. I go tomorrow to put her into the ground and let her rest. I was not prepared for this .... as I was when I had to put my older than god cat down last year. She was the last of my cats.
I e-mailed my ex today to let him know, since it was his cat to begin with and well I know he cared for her, I didnt want him to find out from the grapevine that is portland. I never want to write an email like that again. I knew he would want to know...
so... today deal with my aching head, tomorrow put my cat into the ground. I was with a lot of people last night when I found out and I am glad to have had a few good friends there to help me out. Sean was a doll and talked with me for quite a bit and let me know I was not alone, Jess brought the wonderful booze to me and others gave me hugs and support. Then two of my dearest friends babysat me all night as I came to terms with this..... or at least did a very good job trying to distract me. it is funny the way that our pets own us and yet we feel that they are our children. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2008|12:48 pm] |
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okay.... so I know it has been a while since I have posted.... but as I have been doing nothing and going no where lol I have not had much to say. Well heres a quick recap. Birthday ...... sucked....... foot..... still hurts....... yep that covers it lol
so I went to the doc today due to the fact that I am supposed to be going back to workk on Wed the 27th.... yeah well that is so not the case now. I talked with the doc today and since I am having alot pain still and still cant walk on it unless I am walking on the total side of my foot...... my foot shouldnt still be swelling like it is and he should be able to move the toe with out the pain that I am feeling.... so x-ray time to see what was going on.... it seems that the pins are starting to leave the bones in which they were put.... not a lot but enough that the doctor is a wee bit worried that my body may be rejecting the titanium pins. I am not have a reaction but my body is pusing the metal out .... slowly. I then expalined about half of the piercing that I get slowly gets pushed out. not that I have a reaction just my body pushes it out.
so I go back to see him on hte 9th and he doesnt want me to go back to work in the meantime..... but he does want me to continue to walk on it. Hoping that it will get better....... if it doesnt then well.... out go the pins ---- which means after he removes them then just a short week of recovery and a short time after that I will be able to bend my damned toes agan --- gleeeeeee!!!!! I am just glad it will be over..... and then I just rebuild strength in my foot and I will be able to walk again with out the pain that has plauged me for so freaking long.
so here is to possibly getting the pins out in hte next month or two... and then will be able to wear heels by the end of the year woot!!!!! lol |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2008|09:56 am] |
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so...... only have 3 weeks left before I head back to work and the world of the living..... I am surprised it is going so fast..... I may be bored.... however meep.... lol...... it still hurts..... a lot
so I ordered my cane .... I am hoping it gets here soon.. I hate crutches and it is doing horrible things to my back and hips.
Later this weekend I will need to call my Aunt/Godmother to see how she is doing.... since she had onl.y a few short weeks left...... grrrrrrr
so.... other than that not doing much..... infact I have no plans for the weekend.... Today just hang out around the house.... tomorrow.... Worlds best roomy goes over to his weekly parental gathering and well .... me?? hainging out around the house..... one hell of a way to spend this weekend. Joy --- nice to know some things never change no matter how much you want them to---- same with people I guess
so .... in need of much more wonderful coffee of life... mmmmmmmmm coffee...... I love my caffine.... it loves me...... tee hee |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|09:34 pm] |
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so... while trying to sync my laptop to my phone I accidently erased all my addresses and a lot of my phone numbers..... whoops.... so if everyone could message me with their current addresses and phone numbers that would be great |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|11:59 am] |
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so... I have only been up for a few hours....... but what a few hours. I called my older sis to wish her a Happy Birthday as---- we are 10 years apart lol--- havent talked with her for a little over a year and well found out some info......
First off my sisters mother died last Aug. That was a shock..... I didnt know her well however she did live with us for a while. The second bit of bad news is that my Aunt Bobby ..... my godmother..... is very sick and is expected to live only a couple weeks longer. She has liver cancer. I guess she was up here a few weeks ago in the hospital and has since been moved back to her house .... where our uncle walt....(well close enough to uncle) and his sister who is a hospice nurse and has come up to take care of her in her last few weeks. On the better side of things.... my sisters kids--- my beloved nieces... are doing well.... found out the name of my newest grand niece... Victoria louise.... I think the second name is louise.... lol.... but she was named after my sisters mother that passed....... Victoria ended up with my nieces pale skin and her fathers eyes...... my oldest niece is northern Itallian.... and her father is mexican so.... it is going to be a beautiful child.
so yea........ wow and all before I finished my second cup of coffee..... good gods.
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|12:42 am] |
Happy Birthday Mo!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
This is a birthday song ... It isnt very long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! |
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[Jul. 31st, 2008|06:34 pm] |
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well.... went to the doc today.... got some new photos of my foot. I was able to get closer on the pics from the x-ray... so I asked my doc whats up with the pin in my foot.... the long one in my toe... you know the one I didnt remember him telling me about... he said he did mention it ---- I must of not heard him..... I diecided not to get in to it that neither I nor my friend who when to all my appointments with me..... never remember hearing it..... oh well.... he did give me hope though.... said the pin .... well more tech... the screw in my foot may be able to come out in about 2 years....... grrrrrrr lol oh well.......
tried telling the doc about the weird pains in my foot...... said a combo of it should start to feel remarkably better in the next 2 weeks and that I am just sensitive.... ummmm okay I tried I expaline that I have actually had 2 knee surgerys and that I have had ankle surgery before... oh well.... in 2 weeks (he is going one vacaion next week so no outing for me next week. ) hopefully I will be able to report that I am indeed feeling better..... he was surprised that I am still using the crutches...... well..... I am still in a lot of pain..... grrrrrrr
so.... got to go out and see the world outside of my house..... and when worlds best roommy gets home.... we are going to go out for dinner lol.... out two times in one day ..... almost feel normal. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2008|10:52 pm] |
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Tomorrow in the early morning..... ummm okay early for me...... I head back to the doc and see again how I am progressing. Must ask him why there is an extra pin in my foot and ask him if it is normal that I still cant walk correctly on my foot...... I am not surprised that I cant.... I just dont think it is supposed to feel like a bunched up sock under my skin... lol must ..... it must be the tendon that he moved.... and well lets face it he moved a whole bunch of stuff around and now I guess I just have to get used to it. Not surprised that the pain is still there. it has only been about a month.... well almost a month..... But there will be another x-day so I will get a pic of that one as well and hopefully it will look better than the last.
I am officially going stir crazy...... been couped up for almost a month, and not being able to do anything about it is slowly driving me insane. really there is only so much you can do when you cant walk and still taking pain killers lol. With everyone being busy... work and other engagements since it is summer time.... I am so bored.
So on another note.... annoyed............ that is all I will say on that one ..... just annoyed
well as I have nothing more to say I am going to go watch another movie. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2008|04:53 pm] |
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So.... knowing that I am in a horrid mood..... worlds best roommate is taking me out for raw fishies this eve... woot an outing..... |
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